Untitled (I'm yelling, why can't you hear me)

I could be in a room with a thousand people but still be alone
I cry out to those who say they care but they blow me off, so I walk alone

I've lost all hope, I've lost my faith, I've got none left
I only hope that when tomorrow comes it will bring death to my pain

There's no love in my life, no love to be found
This act is starting to get real old

It's so cold when you're in bed alone
Wishing she was laying next to you, but she's not, it was just a dream

There's nobody there, nothing but darkness
No one to touch, no one to hug, no one to kiss

If you can't look forward to tomorrow what's the point of today
I want to leave all my pain behind

I'm going in circles, like a dog chasing its tail
Unfortunately circles never end and continue for forever more

The voices in my head are getting to loud to ignore
What did I do to deserve the hand that was dealt to me

Why cant you just let me be, leave me in peace
All this hatred and sorrow is turning me into a raging beast

I hate what I've become, if I could I would take all my shame to the grave
Or maybe it was the Devil's plan

A prayer I said as I laid in the hospital bed
How would it be if the doctors couldn't bring me back

Why did I survive, is there some divine plan that I don't know about
If so, why do I go to bed every night with my pillow soaking wet from tears

The pain is getting too much to handle
I'm on an emotional roller-coaster and can't take these ups and downs

There is no one to walk with me, so I guess it will just be me and my shadow